So how does someone kick off a useless conversation? How do I adequately tell you about nothing?
The weekend is over, and there isn’t a whole lot to show for it. Nothing went wrong, and I did nothing impulsive or stupid. I spent more money this weekend than I normally would have wanted to, but that is my fault, and well damnit, I guess I just wanted to have something…But I’m not thinking…
Saturday night, Cam and his friend Rich picked me up so we could all go club hopping, which was cool. Cam’s fiancee was at Piere’s/CybarClub, so we had to stay away from there, which was cool because we go to go to different places. I really wasn’t into it, so I wasn’t flirting at all, I just became a part of the scenery, and I was ok with that.
One of the places we went to was an American Legion, which also serves as a night club. You have to pay a cover to get in and all of that, to which they were also doing a drawing (yes, I know), and I won a free birthday party, which was coincidental since my birthday is just over a week away. It is also ironic, because it shows the tragedy of my life. I won a free birthday party at a nightclub, complete with free booze, food, and other shit, and I am going to have to let it pass by because I really don’t have anyone to invite. It shows me just how small and isolated my world really is.
Most of my friends are not in Ft. Wayne, they are spread and scattered. My stoner buddies wouldn’t show because they’d have to leave the house, and that shit ain’t gonna happen. My other so-called friends and acquaintances are so shady, I wouldn’t depend on them to loan me a trash bag. I would love to have a party for my birthday, and now I have the means and excuse to have one, but I would be by myself.
Like I said, I’m starting to get the joke.
So anyway, I don’t have much else to report, nothing else is really going on.
Have you ever seen such a sight in your life?