Two in a row, eh?  Seems like I am on a roll or something…go
figure.  Not so much a column today as much as just a couple of
things on my mind.  The last couple of days have me feeling so
young, it’s weird, if you must know the truth.

I should be in bed, but as soon as my eyes closed, they popped right
open again, I couldn’t sleep.  I felt like writing, I
guess… 

Do you ever wonder what it is that makes us really feel good?  Is
it the reality or the concept of something or someone?  Do we love
because it ‘s the right thing to do, or is it more because we don’t
really know any better in life?  What is that feeling in the pit
of your stomach when you think of that special someone?  Is it a
brand of fear, is it uncertainty?  Is it adrenaline coursing
through your body in a far different way?  I wish I could answer
it.

I do wish, however, that they could put that feeling in a bottle, that way it could be enjoyed when you REALLY need it. 

Through a strange and wonderful coincidence, I came across this song I
liked to sing, and I wanted to share it with you, because that’s pretty
much what I do around here: Share.
   
Sail away with me honey
I put my heart in your hands
Sail away with me honey now, now, now
Sail away with me
What will be will be
I wanna hold you now

Crazy skies all wild above me now
Winter howling at my face
And everything I held so dear
Disappeared without a trace
Oh all the times I’ve tasted love
Never knew quite what I had
Little darling if you hear me now
Never needed you so bad
Spinning round inside my head

Sail away with me honey
I put my heart in your hands
Sail away with me honey now, now, now
Sail away with me
What will be will be
I wanna hold you now

I’ve been talking drunken gibberish
Falling in and out of bars
Trying to find some explanation here
For the way some people are
How did it ever come so far

Sail away with me honey
I put my heart in your hands
Sail away with me honey now, now, now
Sail away with me
What will be will be
I wanna hold you now
Sail away with me honey
I put my heart in your hands
Sail away with me honey now, now, now
Sail away with me
What will be will be
I wanna hold you now

Someone makes me feel this way.  Now who says that my infinite
nature cannot be understood.  I’m ready for that next step, I’m
ready to be happy again, I’m ready for it all to mean something again,
to actually count.

So what are you waiting for?  What do you want to happen? 
Where is your heart these days, can you feel it, or has the feeling
gone?

If you care about someone, truely care about someone, why don’t you let
them know?  Do we always have to live life in the dark?

I adore you because you are to be adored…

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4 responses

  1. I LOVE that song, have you heard the techno version? it’s GREAT!!!!!
    Hope you can remain happy.. it’s a great feeling when we finally capture it.

    September 16, 2004 at 8:34 am

  2. And we adore you because…you share.  The same reason we adored people in kindergarten, funny, isn’t it?  To feel so young and brand new again is an incredible feeling, I think I know what you mean.  I swear that pic is your version of ‘the eyebrow.’  I think fear prevents people from letting others know that they truly care…but if the fear subsides, then that must count for something.  It opens a passage for selfless giving and uninhibited admissions of your feelings.  Hard as nails or a sweetheart?  It’s the same as asking…am I multi-faceted, or schizophrenic?  Hahahaha…

    September 16, 2004 at 12:38 pm

  3. Read my proteced post today – that will answer your question. I shut myself down so I can’t feel love any more. My heart has been broken too many times. I would love nothing more than to have it again, but the heartache is a big price to pay.

    September 16, 2004 at 4:23 pm

  4. Anonymous

    Aww … wow …
    I have happy written all over me … for you

    September 17, 2004 at 1:56 am

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